Saturday, November 6, 2010
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
日记
今晚，再找空簿子时，看到我的旧日记。很多很多的感叹，有一部份我记得我斯了，因为是很贴身的秘密。幸好没有看到吧？不然会哭的更惨。。。不然也有会勾起刺痛我心胸的回忆。 看到我写的每一个字，都是我心里的感受；好的坏的，都让我感叹；因为是我的感受，我知道那时候是怎么样。还有每天写的要立志的东西。几年了？？有哪几个已经实现。差不多每一个都写到‘需要钱实现梦想’。好笑的是，工作了，忙了；累了。梦想统统忘记，说什么没时间呀，没有资源阿。。。借口多多。 不过有很多提醒；像是小时候的我在提醒‘大人’的我。。。 给你看其中一个。。
“雨下了，代表着我隐藏的泪水，终于为我而流；
雨停了，代表着我苦干的心灵，但周围是滋沦。
阳关出现，代表着希望，照满了湿湿的大地；
彩虹代表着安慰，是我的生命添加不少色彩。
其实它（太阳）一直都在， 只是雨水暂时遮盖了太阳。
雨水后太阳的出现，把太阳的阳光，显得更辉煌！”
我在想我什么时候写的，哈哈，再次提醒了自己。自己的话总会听吧？啊小固执？
今天怎么那么多感触，唉该睡了。。。
Haha i knoe its not related to the blog but yea i guess its my 'edit of the day' thing.
Tada
减肥？
其实我没试过减肥的
但我发觉，最好不要让人知道你减肥
太迟了哈哈！
很大的压力，减肥的过程，我的情绪高潮和低潮时间分差甚短。。
最近就很容易不开心，没有理由的摆臭脸
可能只是需要人的支持，关怀。是的Mandy也需要人拍拍头
但是就是很不一样的感觉呀！就算人家indirectly说一些话,我都觉得好象在讽刺我酱
很难啦，我很在意的。
不知道啦，很想念以前能放松的吃饭
现在还要想这个，想那个，好象越减越肥；反而没有效酱
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~!~!~!
但我发觉，最好不要让人知道你减肥
太迟了哈哈！
很大的压力，减肥的过程，我的情绪高潮和低潮时间分差甚短。。
最近就很容易不开心，没有理由的摆臭脸
可能只是需要人的支持，关怀。是的Mandy也需要人拍拍头
但是就是很不一样的感觉呀！就算人家indirectly说一些话,我都觉得好象在讽刺我酱
很难啦，我很在意的。
不知道啦，很想念以前能放松的吃饭
现在还要想这个，想那个，好象越减越肥；反而没有效酱
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~!~!~!
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
Hate or Love the wind
No, no way im not talking about the infamous RAIN, guy with tan skin and long eyes no im talking about this this huge rain this morning when i go to work.
Ever felt that u cannot control things around you and it is not going where it wants to? I DID! I forgot my small umbrella, so i used a big blue one from my sister's car. The wind is crazy and guess what it varies direction (sumtimes). i hate being controlled by the wind.
where do i want to go? I want to go forward, the wind is the other way, so i pressed on using my umbrella as a shield; moving forward. My lovely boots is wet, my hair is going crazy... ughhh, but u knoe wat tats the direction I'm heading to, it is where i have to go.
I knows it's reallyreallyreally hard to go against the wind. But it just feels.. feels weird, feels agonising going with the flow. My heart tells me to do this, but the situation asks otherwise. I know i know im so idealistic but have you ever thought of it realistically that we are born here to learn all these things and those opposing stuff are there to help us grow?
Why am i not talented enough? Why don't I have enough time? Why is she/he so lucky? We are given different assets and resources and it is how we use them. I wanted to use the red umbrella but who knows i was given a ride and used a bigger umbrella instead. I wanted to work in a company that i favoured very much but who knows im working in a friend's workplace. I'd like to think that all these are not coincidence. I believe there's something to seek and learn. I dunno what's in for me I only ask God to guide me.
Ever felt that u cannot control things around you and it is not going where it wants to? I DID! I forgot my small umbrella, so i used a big blue one from my sister's car. The wind is crazy and guess what it varies direction (sumtimes). i hate being controlled by the wind.
where do i want to go? I want to go forward, the wind is the other way, so i pressed on using my umbrella as a shield; moving forward. My lovely boots is wet, my hair is going crazy... ughhh, but u knoe wat tats the direction I'm heading to, it is where i have to go.
I knows it's reallyreallyreally hard to go against the wind. But it just feels.. feels weird, feels agonising going with the flow. My heart tells me to do this, but the situation asks otherwise. I know i know im so idealistic but have you ever thought of it realistically that we are born here to learn all these things and those opposing stuff are there to help us grow?
Why am i not talented enough? Why don't I have enough time? Why is she/he so lucky? We are given different assets and resources and it is how we use them. I wanted to use the red umbrella but who knows i was given a ride and used a bigger umbrella instead. I wanted to work in a company that i favoured very much but who knows im working in a friend's workplace. I'd like to think that all these are not coincidence. I believe there's something to seek and learn. I dunno what's in for me I only ask God to guide me.
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