No, no way im not talking about the infamous RAIN, guy with tan skin and long eyes no im talking about this this huge rain this morning when i go to work.
Ever felt that u cannot control things around you and it is not going where it wants to? I DID! I forgot my small umbrella, so i used a big blue one from my sister's car. The wind is crazy and guess what it varies direction (sumtimes). i hate being controlled by the wind.
where do i want to go? I want to go forward, the wind is the other way, so i pressed on using my umbrella as a shield; moving forward. My lovely boots is wet, my hair is going crazy... ughhh, but u knoe wat tats the direction I'm heading to, it is where i have to go.
I knows it's reallyreallyreally hard to go against the wind. But it just feels.. feels weird, feels agonising going with the flow. My heart tells me to do this, but the situation asks otherwise. I know i know im so idealistic but have you ever thought of it realistically that we are born here to learn all these things and those opposing stuff are there to help us grow?
Why am i not talented enough? Why don't I have enough time? Why is she/he so lucky? We are given different assets and resources and it is how we use them. I wanted to use the red umbrella but who knows i was given a ride and used a bigger umbrella instead. I wanted to work in a company that i favoured very much but who knows im working in a friend's workplace. I'd like to think that all these are not coincidence. I believe there's something to seek and learn. I dunno what's in for me I only ask God to guide me.
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